I'm gonna keep this one short so Melissa will still love me!  lol!

My life's pretty good at the moment.  No complaints here (for now...   :P  )  I just found out that I have a 97% average in my French class.  So I'm happy about that.  Life isn't all too interesting really.  I'm going out to dinner tonight with my mom and grandmom, even though I'm pretty tired.  I only got about 5 hours sleep last night because I was on the phone too late with Kevin.  I only called him at first to talk about the weekend and stuff and we ended talking for 2 hours (well it was mostly me talking to myself  :P  )  Anyways, I'm out, I've got a lot of homework to do, love ya all!  Xoxo!  Bye!

<3
Grace

*Congratulations Charlene!!!*

*Happy Birthday Kayleen!!!*

current mood: tired

I'm taking this from Bri's lj:
"boys = liars."
^Not all of 'em.  I couldn't even say most of them, because then I'd be lying, but a whole bunch of them that I've met have been (at least in my case).  Even if they don't mean to be intentionally.  Then again, I tend to have horrible  luck with guys.  That's why I'm kinda afraid/nervous to get into a relationship. 

I love the guys who've been my bff's through everything though, and if your reading this and are one of those guys then I just wanna say thanks. (Matt, thank you especially, you are a genuinely great guy!)

"Don't tell me you'll hold me when I cry
When your off and couldn't care less
Don't tell me lies and leave
And then try to tell me you love me"
^True, isn't it?

current mood: happy

Yesterday was so awesome!  I'm really  starting to like living out here.  I think moving out here really was a good thing.  It was a change in view for me really, like I needed to see a little more country and a little less city-ish areas and all.  I was used to having things so fast paced and like right there and now the beauty of things out here is starting to put things into perspective for me and all; it really is making me slow down and appreciate what I've got now.  Especially after 2 moves in a little less than 2 years and all the stuff that's happened, it really makes you happy for what you have.

Anyways, enough of the "I like it out here now" kinda stuff.  Well, last night, Megan had invited me to this church youth group thing with like these "night games" and a hay ride and a bonfire and all.  At first I was a little skeptical because I've been to some youth group things before where they were really really pushy with the gospel and all, like they were practically forcing  it down your throat and it made it no fun, but I decided to go anyway.  So I met up with Tom and Megan outside the church (because they got there the same time I did) and we went into the santuary where we met up with Seth, Ty (aka Tyler), Dave, Justin, and some other people (we were team 4).  And they explained the 1st game to us, it's called Man Hunt-I've never heard of it before yesterday but maybe it's like a PA game or something (or maybe it's just an everyone else has played it before except for me!  :P  )  Anyways, it was like a military game and we went outside around the church and played it out there.  It was team 4 (us) vs. team 1 (I think).  It was all of us that I mentioned before and Kevin (I don't know his last name, he's in my choir class) and some random people I didn't know and most of us were "Malitia" (aka defense) and the other people were "Commando's" (aka offense).  And Megan and I like guarded a house and a bus because we were working together, we did the whole "Charlie's Angels" thing, but missing one angel, lol!  And then we ended up losing, but yeah, it was fun while it lasted.

Okay, then came the next game called "Predator" which I've heard of before, just never played it (before last night).  It was kinda freaky.  It was practically pitch-black in the gym (where we were playing) and it was like a maze thing and you have to go into different rooms until you get to the upstairs where "the Predator" is and he/she's (in our case, a he) got a water gun and you have to run across the upstairs from one side to the other and if you make it you get a point for your team, but if you get wet you don't.  The thing is that there's barriers where you can't see "the Predator" and he can't see you, you just have to take a risk and run for your life.  He can also come behind the barrier whenever he likes.  The twist to the game is, beside the actual "Predator" there're people with dodgeballs, big battering ram looking things (Made out of the things tumbling mats are made of), and other stuff and you have to get by them.  There's also different rooms you have to pass through with bright lights, so it throws off your eyes, so it'll take time to get them adjusted to the dark again.  So it makes things even more confusing.  It was really fun though, and our team won that game.

Then, the last game, it was Man Hunt again, but it was like a "every man (or woman) for themselves".  We were all basically on a team (we were South) but you were given 1 card at a time (with your team name on it) and you had to get it into a trash can at the beginning of the woods.  And after you get it in you run back for another card and do the same thing over and over again.  Sounds easy enough, right?  Well, there are people who can tag you, spray you with water guns, or chase you around on quads and tag you and they make you go to "jail" where you give the guy (the warden if you wish to call them) your card and then they'll let you out and you have to go back again and get another card and try again.  That was interesting.  I'm not exactly sure who won-I don't think anyone was really sure.  lol!

Okay, after that game, we drove in this like really big van to this farm.  There we got hot chocolate (which was kinda nasty tasting) and some other dessert like stuff.  Anyways, Megan and I were like FREEZING  because we didn't know that we'd be leaving right after man-hunt and that we wouldn't have time to get our sweatshirts and all.  So we were all (as in everybody) by the bonfire and were just kidding around and talking and all.  There wasn't like any room on the hay bails or chairs so I had to sit on Megan's lap.  But then people kept on "seeing if I was ticklish" or poking me and I kept like almost killing Megan, so I just stood and then some people got up so I had a seat again.  But yeah, I was afraid of like giving Megan a bloody nose or a black eye or something by accident.  I was telling them about my jersey friends and some of the stupid stuff we've done.  And some of the teachers I had back in NJ too (If you haven't noticed I talk about my jersey friends and [old] jersey life a lot).  So yeah, then after a while, we saw the 1st hay ride had come back, so we decided to go on the second (and last) one.  So, we got on and like after around 5 seconds of having to be on the tractor, people were already throwing hay around!  I got hay stuffed down my shirt by Seth and Ty, and I threw some myself.  I stuffed some down Ty, Seth, and Megan's shirts too, so I got people back.  But then I like inhaled the hay and started like gagging and I got some in my eye, which wasn't exactly too much fun.  Poor Megan like got it shoved into her eyes.  So her eyes were like tearing up and all.
Then, when it was over, the youth coordinator (I guess) gave a little devotional thing (I guess that's what you'd call it) and it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be.  I actually REALLY enjoyed myself last night. 

Then, we had to get ready to go, and I got Ty to give me a piggy-back ride to the van.  And then on the way back to the church I was in the back inbetween Dave and Ty and they were both talking (not to me) but I was getting so confused... Talk about a headache, lol!  When we got back, Megan and I got our stuff and I had to go so I gave everybody (well most of them) a hug and said goodbye.  Then I went home, got in the shower, attempted to get all the hay outta my hair and clothing and all, and fell asleep right away.  That's it for all the new stuff.  I had SUCH A GREAT  time though, and I'm really glad I got to go.  My throat hurts and my voice was a little hoarse when I woke up but I'm doing all right now, my throat's still a little sore though.

Well, I'm out.  Talk to you all later, love ya!  Xoxo, bye!!

<3 Grace


*Post a comment if you love me!*

current mood: bouncy

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
» I died from suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:
» Family:

WOULD YOU:
» Be my friend?:
» Have sex with me?
» Lie to make me feel better?:
» Spread rumors about me?:
» Keep a secret if I told you one?:
» Loan me some cash?:
» Hold my hand?:
» Take a bullet for me?:
» Keep in touch?:
» Try and solve my problems?:
» Love me?:
» Date me?:


**I stole this from Tara's lj!  Sorry, Tara!  But thank you!!!  By the way... I miss you!!!*

current mood: melancholy

I just got back from the dentist, fun stuff... I'm like COMPLETELY numb... and I almost bit my frickin' cheek off but I'm good.  Anyways, life's been pretty boring still.

Krissy invited me to her party (it was last night) and I wanted to go but then my family and all got into a fight, I couldn't find her #, I copied it down wrong, and then I didn't feel all too well.  So I ended up not going.  My grandmom and I went to my aunt's house to house-sit and kitten-sit.  It wasn't all too interesting, but it was better than being home.  I went out to breakfast this morning went to the dentist, then came home.  I think I'm going to my aunt's house again, but that's about it. 

I miss the people in my neighborhood...  I might've complained about them and some of the might be backstabbers or annoying sometimes (but then again who isn't) and sometimes kinda mean, but I still miss not having people to just hang out with on a normal basis; where I don't have to be driven or picked up just to go to someone's house.  So yeah, I miss them...

I'm still under like "house-arrest".  I don't even really know why I am anymore really, but I still am, and it sucks.  Not that I'd be able to hang out with anyone in here anyways after everything that happened before.  But I decided that I REALLY hate being grounded.

Well I'm out, love you all!  (Sorry again, I'm trying to bitch less in my lj now).  Xoxo, bye!!!

<3 Grace

*Krissy, happy birthday!!!!!!!*

current mood: numb